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hmmm.
Singapore International Motor Show
lili's in.
omg
n she's top 15
omg
wow
eh lili's not 170cm la wa lao eh
wadever la
n tt yiming
not say pretty oso wad
dunno man

God
pls let me be successful
dont have to be DAMN successful
i just pray that i can have a few shoots
and a few good clients
u made me this way
i hope it's good in their eyes
as what's good in your eyes
pls
amen.

wahAhahhhA
i stayed overnite at dear's place
equally horrendous reffering to the sleeping part
last wed it was ikea, sentosa then limchukang
ytd was just his place
last week was cuz he snored
ytd was cuz his cough
hai
n we quarrelled in the middle of the nite
we quarrelled in the early morning

im losing passion in this r/s
passion in the way i see it
but i still miss deardear once in awhile
weird shit man

dad baotoh again la
sian
lazy
wanna sleep
ok i go do ff tutorial

love my public blog like mad la!
so pinkie!

think im really gonna quit
i really nv listen today
omg
lols

oh man.
actually alex used this skin first
but who cares la
it's not like she owns it
woot

i decided to stay low profile.
so i can bitch any amount i want
lols

anyways
i feel like quiting my programming class
it's just not my kind
but mama will lose 800bucks
so how?
if i dont quit now
i will fail it for sure
esp for the programming
cuz i've lost interest
n it's so boring
i can just feel it

and i waste 8h every monday
i cannot waste it anymore
im so lagged
i need to study
for my future
i need to quit
i WILL QUIT
amen.

angela sucks.
amen.

ytd wad sparc camp.

yingwen n linnet is DAMN NICE LARR
so is derek jason ck yonghong nick!
i didnt know yw n L were so nice
but ya. good la.

n den i was expecting ungood stuffs to happen when i found out that angela has joined sparc
ungood means not good la.
but it doesnt mean bad stuff.
u get it?
but so far it hasnt been good stuff la
and not good means bad
aiya eff it la it IS bad stuffs that i've been expecting
-_-!!!

i was expecting angela and natasha to stick together n den start bitching ard
u know whenever 2 girls get together n they start bitching abt ppl that kinda faces?
ya.
they 2 always have them when they get together
but individually they're still ok u know
that's how scary girls can be
thank God im not like that
who bitches softly n secretly to their parnters
i bitch openly!
so the other party can know what im bitching abt them n so they're change(i hope)
lol

there was one occassion when the whole club was leaving palawan beach ytd
i dunno which stupid person brought us one round ard koufu lor
damn waste our time
then we seniors decided to make things work.
we decided to take the BIG BUS
so we walked towards pink dolphin there for the yellow line bus
so seniors were leading
then natasha and angela just walk past us,
ignoring us,
just walking fast..
just the 2 of them
angela didnt bother abt her group mates
just abandoned them n left with natasha
why?
cuz they were hungry
oh only they 2 hungry meh?
ALL OF US DARN HUNGRY WAD
walk so fast is their prob

but what was so irritating and annoying was
when the yellow line bus came,
1) they didnt turn back to tell us that's the bus we can take to visitor centre so we could hurry the juniors behind us to run for the bus
2)they boarded the bus without telling the driver to wait for the rest of the club of 30+ ppl.

how sweet ar
natasha's comperes club VP summore
dont care abt her juniors lidat lor

such bitches rite?

anyways
i love the candle game we played late last nite!
there were 5 junior teams
and one big senior team
natasha was the only one who didnt join us.
she chose to stick with her junior team
i know why
cuz she knows that we all dont like her
or she knows that she can appeal better to the junior boys
cuz they dont know her true colours yet
n she sucks
seriously
none of her 2nd year juniors likes her at all
cuz she sucks at doing things
poke her nose too much
create unnecessary noise totally

but ya. the candle game was so fun!
each team had a base with rafia strings
so u're suppose to burn down the strings
a lot of strings per base la
den the 5 juniors bases were in a circle
senior's 2 base were in the middle
so halfway all the juniors n nat attacked us seniors lor
so fun yet so pain
cuz the wax keep touching my skin
but not say v pain wad

each junior haf 1 candle
seniors can unlimited
then if ppl burn ur base strings, u can blow of their flame
if ur flame is off, u cant blow off others
so fun rite?
lucky joel n shao got super long white candles
so fun!

den nat scream until like so miserable
like so bimbo can
then angela another one..
one team only got one lighter..
n lighter is suppose to stick with the base
yet she bring to senior's base so she can relight her candle
even when game master joel has already said candles were to be at the base only
i had to scream for joel
den he go say her
wahAHhahAHh
stupid bimbos

oh ya sparc got a few junior bimbos eh
derek got see 1 of them in his sch wan
but nv talk to her
initally is i told him they damn bimbotic
den on the way back to sch one of them came to talk to us seniors
den after tt derek came to me n was like "ya she really damn bimbo sia.."
LOL
see
i dont observe ppl wrongly

then wen we reached back sch
at macs there got a big mmsp banner ma
then all the senior sparc boys were lookin at it
then i was on the phone with deardear
then i walked to infront of the banner n do a pose
like as if the banner talking abt me
"EEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee"
was all they said
then i walked away
wahhAhahHAhhA
they knew i was in it la
just being an irritating bunch.
lols

but it was fun with derek n jason man..
that 2 ar.. sit down talk abt their new girlfriends
LOL
n bitch abt others oso
so funny la

den plus ck
forever talking cock sia
nobody can win him man
lols

i love sparc guys!! (:

i seriously think timo n alvin are sucky presidents
observers like me will agree
yes. amen.

ahhhhhhhhhhh
weekiat is DAMN CUTE LA
and so nice!
he just asked me when can get tickets for the mmsp show eh?
so cute rite!
this is what i called a friend man
wahhahahhAHhAH
he said he asked early just in case
im so touched.
tt i have such a friend.
thank God.

i wenta kpo and ask lili actually wad happened with her bf
well.. wad was least out of expectation was that she said the europe person wasnt her bf
so okayys
it's just him taking too much while she gives too much
n him not willing to give
hai.
i think it's damn nonsense.
u die die dowan to further ur studies,
then u scared kena pressure cuz cannot match up to her educational level
then go bloody study la!
like omg.
macham dog chasing tail lidat
no offence to anybody
just penning down my thoughts

i did my tutorial for monday le!
so i can go to sentosa in peace tmr!
yeahs.
i forgot i told deardear tt sparc camp is got go sentosa
THANK GOD I DID LA
i wouldnt know how to tell him man
i scared he start questioning me again
hmm
but i think he got too many things on his mind
everybody who sees this PLEASE PRAY FOR MY DEARDEAR
for personal reasons i cant say why.
but is affecting him BADLY
pls pray that all things will go well again
thanks.

sorry nicole for replying u so late
i've been really busy n keep forgetting to do a lot things
shit man
i hate it when my brain is in this state
it's cuz of the musical my brain like nv use for schwork
like rusty lor
so now always forget things
shit man.
hope i get out of this state asap man
argh.

thx yinren for telling me that 3rd year i dont haf time to spare for sparc oso
cuz im taking IAP CONCENTRATION
lols.. that means hardcore into accountancy
while others choose maths for business and international trade
im taking accounting n LAW
law law law
i think law is interesting though
but the memorising loads of stuff to spit out for essay is horrible
hmm
but well i feel that iap is easier to score a Dist cuz there are more ppl taking iap than any other electives
so 5% of iap students is always more than 5% of international trade for example
so i stand a SLIGHTLY higher chance to get dists
wahhAhahhHAH

u know why im talking abt my 3rd year and free time?
cuz im screwing up a lot of things currently
studies - screwed
cca - screwed
mmsp - screwed
deardear - screwed
financial - screwed

equals to

life = screwed

ahhhhhhhhhh. i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can catch up with my work
i can.

cca, stupid la.
anna called me today to lecture me for rejecting a 10 bloody long hour duty
I NEED TO STUDY LA!!
wtf man
didnt i just said my studies is screwed?
i think anna is a nice lady
but when it comes to work, omg. she's so horrible!
so meany so not understanding
hai.
u can scold tt i nv do duty for damn long cuz of musical
but so?
duty = serving sch
musical = serving sch
so what's the diff?
u just want me to serve the sch n aint i doing dat damn shit?
waste my life away.

n den tmr got sparc camp!
nex weekend oso got sparc camp!
lucky tmr is go sentosa
n den summore got mmsp training
the last training b4 andy gay comes back!
so i better go
before i screw jimmy n i up
we need to confirm our poses n prac our final pose!
n i need to help the rest of the dudes
i haf a strong feeling that the rest all got somewhere something forget
but the positions i cant rmb for them eh
tt's sad
if i dont go tmr for mmsp training
wed andy come back sure bark like mad dog at us lor
i dowan that to happen man
argh

so ya.
tt's y im so screwed
cuz im main committee member for sparc
it's my duty to go for camp
hai
i shd be staying overnite
but im not
n im not even going on sunday
cuz i wana study
hai.
sorry sparc ppl
studies first.

n den financially.
the only time im free from financial burden is like 5 weeks from now
and mama's not helping either
she's always eating into my pocket money for necessities that i need to buy
argh

so ya.
vivocity
u can wait
nice dresses, belts and tops
i cant have you yet
:(

oh ya. last but not least
deardear is affected cuz im so busy that im taking a lot of time from us to do my stuff
PLS END IT SOON!!!!

n still got cue haven come hor.
everytime i see lili doing so well with her shoots
i feel quite... i dunno how to explain
it's like WHEN's my turn?
WILL it ever come?
n den i start doubting myself all over again
which sucks
ARGHHHHHHH

im not that bad rite?
it's just the eyebags, tummy, fat tighs, n height rite?
ya i think so.
hee.